CNY around the corner!

CNY is around the corner. I'm not excited at all. I just want to get my angpou. The older i grow, the more unexcited i get. Hmmm.. One more, I want to wear my CNY cloth so badly now. That's it. Nothing more. Looks like I'm so lifeless right? HEEHEE. 

Form 5 really very tiring, exhausting, frustrating and stress. Monday to sunday tuition until 7 after school. Then monday until wednesday stay back for koko activity until 3:30, 4 then reach home. Coming month will be having extra classes that time really I'm dying.

Sorry I really don't have anything to blog about. I'll promise to blog about my CNY celebration :]

Hello!

Sorry for being away for so long. Been busy no time to blog at all. Its already 2012 huh.. Time really fly fast. I'll try to update my blog and change everything new. This year is my last year in high school. BIG BIG Exam too. Scary. I'm staying back from monday till wednesday. Tuition from monday to saturday. I'm going insane. Well i know is very late to post my new year resolution now but imma stil gonna blog now. 

2012 New Year Resolution


1. Drink lots and lots of water.


2. Apply my facial product after washing my face.


3. Study harder.


4. Be a better person.


5. Got to get skinner and lighter.


6. Never give the right chance get away.


7. Appreciate more.


8. Sleep earlier.


9. Love & spend more time with my family and friends.


10. If I love someone i should tell them not to keep it a secret. Got to try to tell then keep quiet.


11. Drink more hot drinks.


12. Stop being so naive and up-tight.


13. Try to get in a healthy relationship for my first time. :]


14. Wear those cloths that I've only wore for once, give away those that i don't want to wear anymore and leave more space for more new cloths!!!! XD


15. Last one. SMILE more be happy and stay healthy. Eat healthy too. :]

Stay strong?

There is so many drama in my heart, my mind and my life. I hate it so much. But there is no one there to let me hug and cry on their shoulders. I hate being strong. I hate being heart broken. I hate dramas. I don't want to be like this. Its always a fake smile on my face. No one know weather it is true or not. Its a mess. I don't understand at all. GOD do you really know what is best for me? I hope you have a plan. I am tired of drama. More and more. I don't know what should i do. Please teach me what should I do. Its so hard to be strong. So hard to stay strong. I've tried, tired so hard. It is making it worst. Hope that there is a hero to save me. 

Time to party!

EXAM IS OVER

TIME

TO

PARTY!

After exam over that day on Wednesday after school the 10 of my friends include me went to Neway! Until 6 then after that we went to 1901 for a hotdog. Then went home around 7 something.

On Tuesday, Me ruby and elby went to sushi king for lunch. Around 4. XD

OHMYGOSH! There is this place in leisure mall sushi king area to sit. Please don't choose there cause you can't take food! Can take but all same. And keep repeating the same thing. Damn it. NEVER SEAT AT THE BACK THERE! NEVER! NO MORE NEXT TIME!

TEEHEE :x

Then today went to leisure mall again to find jobs. Well, its so hard to find a jobs. FUCK! First time. 

Manage to learn what should I do and find a few jobs ask a few things but not sure which one will hire us.

I hope there is one and the salary is high :x

No more. 

Don't know what to up date already.

Tomorrow going to yam cha with friends.

Actually only 2. BryanWong and RubyTan.

At starbucks.

Around 4 I guess. 

:D

Rest in Peace Alex Ho

13102011

You ALEX HO! Going without tell us. Not even a goodbye. Its been how many year we dint not contact! Why are you doing this to us?

It makes me feel sad. It hurts inside.

Know what our friendships never ends not even when you are not here.

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU!

Thanks for those happy moment you gave me a few years ago in the bus where we sit together.

Its because of you I can't stop crying!

As a man, you should not make a girl cry you know?!?!

WAKE UP MAN ITS NOT FUNNY.

I remember you'd said my smile was so sweet cause I always smile and laugh.

You are the first guy who said that to me.

Yeah, I remember it until now.

There is still so much more to say about.

You gave people laughter a smile on their face.

BUT WHY!?!?

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It feels like more and more people going away without saying goodbyes.

Do you know it made people regret and sad for not being there with you for even 

that last second?

First was both of my grandfather,

then my beloved uncle,

now alex.

I've had enough.

Its so hard to bare the pain within me.

I wish that you could came here to just hug me,

even for a second I'm happy.

The last pain haven't go yet now add another one.

Its not funny nor fun at all.

GIVE ME A CHANCE TO RECOVER!!

I've got to  appreciate more!

Its not enough before so i had to appreciate more and more and more!

If it not enough I'll try my best.

Now there is one person i really had to appreciate before he say that he belongs to another person.

12102011

HELLO PEOPLE! I'm tired! Damn tired. 3 days can't get enough sleep. Then today after school need to put my cloths in my new cupboard. 3 big box of cloths. Finish packing putting in the cupboard i felt my cloth are so little. Fuck! I need more shirt! It takes me 3 hours to finish packing it. Here is some picture. XD

Closed

Left side

Right side

Middle

Down there still got 2 drawer that 2 part cannot take picture cause i put my panties and bra. So cannot see see. XD Now damn tired want to take a nap scared later at night can't sleep hair still wet. Darn it. T.T

07102011

Do I look sporty? XD

On friday me ruby, hoiyann and may when to challenge there to play badminton with our basketball uniform. Awesome right? We break the record! XD


After that we when to bacon sri murni my friends old school to play basketball. Well, i don't know how to play actually so they have to teach me. My friends, friends teach me together with em. It was hard only can use one hand to hit the ball while running. After that we wait soya(Kai goi) to go home and come back to the school and fetch us to The Mince to play bowling. I can't believe in just one day i got one kai gor..... His driving skills are scary. Heart attack man. But in that few hours normal already. Then yeah 11pm then reach home. Tired. Reach home quickly bath dry my hair and then go straight to bed. :]