Rest in Peace Alex Ho

13102011

You ALEX HO! Going without tell us. Not even a goodbye. Its been how many year we dint not contact! Why are you doing this to us?

It makes me feel sad. It hurts inside.

Know what our friendships never ends not even when you are not here.

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU!

Thanks for those happy moment you gave me a few years ago in the bus where we sit together.

Its because of you I can't stop crying!

As a man, you should not make a girl cry you know?!?!

WAKE UP MAN ITS NOT FUNNY.

I remember you'd said my smile was so sweet cause I always smile and laugh.

You are the first guy who said that to me.

Yeah, I remember it until now.

There is still so much more to say about.

You gave people laughter a smile on their face.

BUT WHY!?!?

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It feels like more and more people going away without saying goodbyes.

Do you know it made people regret and sad for not being there with you for even 

that last second?

First was both of my grandfather,

then my beloved uncle,

now alex.

I've had enough.

Its so hard to bare the pain within me.

I wish that you could came here to just hug me,

even for a second I'm happy.

The last pain haven't go yet now add another one.

Its not funny nor fun at all.

GIVE ME A CHANCE TO RECOVER!!

I've got to  appreciate more!

Its not enough before so i had to appreciate more and more and more!

If it not enough I'll try my best.

Now there is one person i really had to appreciate before he say that he belongs to another person.