Stay strong?

There is so many drama in my heart, my mind and my life. I hate it so much. But there is no one there to let me hug and cry on their shoulders. I hate being strong. I hate being heart broken. I hate dramas. I don't want to be like this. Its always a fake smile on my face. No one know weather it is true or not. Its a mess. I don't understand at all. GOD do you really know what is best for me? I hope you have a plan. I am tired of drama. More and more. I don't know what should i do. Please teach me what should I do. Its so hard to be strong. So hard to stay strong. I've tried, tired so hard. It is making it worst. Hope that there is a hero to save me.