Am I.?

I was wondering what kind of human being I am
After seeing that massage
I felt and i think

Did i do wrong?
What am I suppose to do?
What kind of person I am?
Who am I?
Am I cruel?
Did I do it the right way?
What should I do?

I think I'm a cruel person
With no heart
No feeling
No nothing

This is what he send me

Stupid Panda ! Why keep avoiding me?! ;eeks. But nvm le la.. i dying soon le. So this will be the last message from me to you. Really wanna know why you ignoring me.. but seem i dont get to know le.. :@ . Firstly , Really thanks you wei han for all those days that you msging me. Cost a bomb ba. Cos of you den i got a place to fa xie all my @#$%$%^& . know what that hor o.o. Hahs. Secondly , you are a great frenz and jie. Almost being there for me everyday (but lately keep ignoring me ;eeks) And you are a joyful i can say . Make the ppl which includes me happy . All your frenz should be very fortunate to have you ba. Pigda break his promise to you. Next time (life) if we still meet, i wil compensate you . ;lala. LAstly, Jiayous for you pmr and good luck! Dont stress too much , will go crazy de! go take some walk walk , den rest while. WIll help de. ALso Also , if you like a guy hor just go tell him. DOnt hint him cos guy are slow! he will not dk de! lols. Bye , frenz wei han . Pigda not going to disturb you again le . Oink Oink. (dk what panda sound x.x) hahs.
--- Dearest pigda (Y)

What should I do
Or he lie to me?
Or izzit real?

He is going to die
What should I do?
Tell him?

What if i tell him and he say he lie to me
And keep disturbing me?

Who can tell me what kind of person am I?
What should I do?