Ghost

I totally hate my 2nd sister
She always scared me with ghost movie
Or anything about ghost

I still remember last year
Every time when I'm back from school
She will hide
And when i get in
She jump out and scared me
==

But sometime playing with her is a lot of fun
Every siblings also will fight
Even a tiny little thing
Its fun actually
XD

And
Suddenly
I remember back my uncle
Haiz
Really really really
Can't forget those things he had did
For everyone
Why always good people die 1st

Doctors are suck
Hate doctors
Its been so long i had never see a doctor
Cause i told my mom that i don't ever wanna see 1
Kinda cruel
But..

Feel like crying
Miss my uncle so much
Well all our family and friends love him
His the best

Its been 3 to 5 month
Still can't let go
Oh my god
Anyone can tell me how to let go?
Its just tears are drooping down my face

The thing that i regret the most is that
I can't see him the last time
When he is still alive
I know what is happening that night
But I'm to tired and i when to sleep
I shouldn't had sleep
Truly hate myself
T.T