07042011

SUCH A BAD DAY!!

First it was my stupid idiot sivik teacher. That fucking Elizabeth! I don't care if she sees this or who ever sees this and tell her i freaking don't care! She don't even know before she came in and teach us i had my PA class. And that teacher ask us to write so many. Of cause your hand will be tired and you'll be lazy to write right?!?! Then she freaking come in and ask us to do this question the answer where where do this question also, bla bla bla. After your PA class ends then you have to write again for sivik and its quite a lot also to write. Will your writing get ugly and worst? Do you have the mood to write nicely? Do you? Do you? And still ask us to pass up TODAY! Then we pass up then she call my name and i can't hear her so my friend tell me. So the first thing i go there she said.... I thought LEE WEI HAN IS A BOY if a boy hand writing like that its ok. WHAT THE FUCK! The first freaking words she said is I THOUGHT LEE WEI HAN IS A BOY! WHAT THE HELL MAN DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT IS IT!!!! I FEEL LIKE CRYING THAT MOMENT!!! And she still shoot me a boy writing like that its ok... Bastard fellow! Girls hand writing cannot be ugly? Boys hand writing cannot be tidy? Must she see it that way! If i have the mood the time to write I'll freaking enjoy by writing one alphabet at a time! I'm not saying just cause I'm just saying it. I really did that! I WAS SO FREAKING ANGRY AND UPSET!! THEN! AND SHE FREAKING TEACH ME FOR MORE THEN 2 YEARS!!! Back home in front of my house gate there is a dead rat! A DEAD RAT! Can you see? A DEAD RAT! Lucky i dint step on it and i saw it i freaking stunt there for a few minute my heart seriously stop for a sec and the feeling of it its like someone stop you from breathing its like holding and crushing you heart. So i quickly ran into my house and close the gate. Then i throw down all my books and i stop for a while to breath then i only open the door to get in. Will i have heart attack? From small until now my second sister never gets tired of scarring me and I'm so sick of it TOTALLY SICK OF IT! I think i will be having heart attack in future. :] Then when i wan to cook the rice i open the cupboard to take a bowl the LIZARD ran out and scared me AGAIN! Then when to tuition then bla bla bla then need go back home have to take bus when i cross the road the freaking cat ran out and scared me AGAIN! WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING TO ME! This year I'm having a very rocking road. And Please don't make fun of me. The me this year and last year are both different people. Don't make fun of me I'm warning you. I'm getting everything very serious I have to focus on studies. I'll get mad very easy. So please think before you wan to talk to me. I'm having tuition I'm very tired I'm very stress and those 3 comes all together makes me very moody. Unless i have a super awesome sleep then the next day I'll be not that grumpy. My face now shows you a dark and fierce looking face but I'm really not I'm TIRED! NOT ENOUGH SLEEP! So please watch your word if you see me like that. I'm pushing myself as hard as possible to focus on studies and get STRAIGHT A one!! So please if you are still think about honeymoon don't even talk to me. If you really think form 4 is a honeymoon you'll REGRET next year. You know why? Cause SPM question more on form 4. So don't think all those play play play thing anymore. Its all about your future now :]