Random much

Something random i want to write. Here it goes, yesterday well i was talking to my friend then we talk and talk and talk then she said that she will change back to her old self. Then what i said is "NO! Don't change back to your old self, but create or build up a new you and leave the past behind you" That's what i said. When i saw little I always use fierce attitude to face people. Know why? Its because to protect myself from boys. Everyone knows that boys are usually very naughty right? Yeah i know not just guys girls are pretty scary too. When i slowly slowly grow i slowly change when i saw for 2 i started to think why people always are afraid of me? Then more i think the more i get it and of cause i asked my mom why too. Then when I turn 15 my whole personality change all of my friends also think of me another side and one by one start came to me and talk to me lil more time by time pass by. They said i changed a lot they said last time i look very scary look very LC so much no good stuff, its just to protect myself. Well, is a stupid decision to make of mine. No doubt, I'm such a scary cat. I'm afraid of this afraid of that, I'll can't even count how many things that I'm afraid of. I slowly change and create a new me and throw away all the bad habits of mine. That is how who I am now but still a lot of stuff i have to change and I don't change for people I change for myself. Remember never change for people just change for yourself, if you change for people then that is not you. You won't be feeling that's you you'll feel that you change is to impress that people not impress yourself. This is just my side of thinking if you don't agree with me I'm fine with it had it your way. 


Today its my daddy's birthday!
15 JUNE!
Just finish singing song to my daddy even my second sister at sunway on the phone sing together. My sister study at sunway so she live with my aunt and on thursday she is back then sunday go back sunway. Yeap! The cake was yummy! Well, we just celebrate my daddy and mummy's birthday at house every year. Its warm! But i wanted to give them more. Next year, next year I'll earn more i mean starting this year I'm going to earn and save money for next year. I've decided to  to bring my mummy to spa and bring my daddy to a fine dining restaurant. Awe huh? Haahaa! Of cause I can't pay them all I'll be sharing with my sisters not sure yet cause i haven't ask them yet. But first things first i have to earn $$.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! LOVE YOU! I APPRECIATE ALL YOU LOVE AND CARING ALL THIS TIME WHEN I WAS YOUNG UNTIL NOW! Every morning fetch me to school wake me up at 6am for school fetch me to school when i get down for the car you'll always be saying take care and be careful. Papa those words will never get bored i love it when you says it. Its feel warm and lovingly. I'm so so guild that you are my daddy! Where you go the joy of family that you gave us with mummy. My crazy ness i think i get if from my parents. My mom and dad also that playful always talk jokes that makes us laugh. Now when we went ot to eat weather its outside or a big restaurant I'll always be the one who is talking nonsense. Then my sister always say back all my shame-ness thing come out. But its fine as long as we are happy! ♥