Day By Day

Day By Day
Im Still Thinking Of You Uncle
I miss your voice!
I regret y that night i sleep
I should have wait until the news my dad give
I should have not sleep
I should have stay up all night and wait
Im such a bad nieces
I will never forgive myself
If im not sleeping that night
I could at least see u once more
Its a dream right?
Someone tell me this is just a dream
I wish it was a dream
I wish its not true
I must have been in sleep walking
Its so fake
Cant accept it
Not in a million year
Not until i die
But Its reality
And i hate it
The dream that i wan it to came true
It wont
Then reality that i dont wan it to came true
It appear
Its so stupid
I guess now i have 3 angle in my heart
Can never let go of this 3 angle
Can never forget their face
Can never forget what this 3 angle help me
Teach me
Scold me
Talk to me
Buying me stuff
Their voice
Everything about them
I'll never forget
It takes time to get over it
I cant even get over it about my grandpa's RIP
Its been 3 or 4 years
Im still missing him
I wish i had one remote control to rewind back
I hate being so emotional in-front of my frend
Im happy but she say i look so emo
Then i was like haa.. haa..
I need to borrow someone's shoulder
I need a hug
I need someone that can make me laugh
I need someone to comfort me
I need someone to move on
Teach me how to move on
THIS IS TO FREAKING STUPID
JUST GET OVER IT WILL YOU
T.T