Memorise Of My Uncle

I have never though of it so soon
Its really makes me hard broken
His a amazing father to my cousin
His a amazing husband to my auntie
His a amazing brother his siblings include my dad
His a amazing uncle to me and my sis and all my other cousin
His a extremely amazing guy
I miss him
Its so sudden i couldn't even accept it
But its reality
From the moment my dad tell me
I start to cry i stop
But my friends kip asking me y
I could not answer at first
Caz it really hurt to hear that something is so
So unbelievable
So sudden
So shock
So so indescribable
When ever my friend ask y
I kip crying
After school my mom came and fetch me home
Then like about 7 something my dad come back
His eyes was so red
I ask daddiie you should go sleep awhile
My dad says no need
Then we all get ready then go to the place
My dad only sleep for less then half an hour
I feels how my dad feel
But my dad refuse to cry
Its so painful to hide from your cries
When we reach there my dad says
Go in and call your uncle
My dad bring us in
By then we saw our uncle in his bed
My sis and i cried unstoppable
I tried not to but its truly hard not to
Then when everyone come
The ceremony start
We all sit roll by roll
Singing songs
Sing the 4 song that my uncle love best
Here it comes again
The crying face
Non-stop
Cant stop
I've stop
Hearing my auntie cry my grandma my sis
How could i not?
The next day
I only cry a little bit trying so hard not to cry
My auntie which is my uncle's wife give a speech
Her speech was wonderful
Then her son
His speech shows how wonderful and responsibility my uncle is
He is and no one uncle in my father side family would ever do stuff like him
After his speech finish
The person ask my uncle siblings to share something about my uncle
My auntie says the first brother in the family
Who my uncle truly adore
Then second sis from U.K
Then my father which is a mirror of my uncle
Then other continue
Then my bui-jie give a speech says
Every time Chinese new year we all gather and have dinner together
After dinner together we all play card
Poker and 21
Every time finish playing
My uncle ask how many money u lose?
I give back you my uncle says
Then He continue saying next time play play only
Don't play till so big
Little by little he says
Then my other bui-gor go out to another country study
My uncle give money to my bui-gor's mom
And he say don't tell him that i give him this money
My uncle scared he don't have enough money so he help him
My uncle helped a lot of us
His always put FAMILY FIRST
Instated of himself
I truly him him
He gives us a lot of joy happiness
And i still remember when i was small
He bring me and my sis traveling here and there with his family together
It was so fun
And every single time he's going to anywhere he ask us
Whether we wan to follow?
Our answer say of cause
Then from last few years
He stop bring me and his family to anywhere
Caz i know he is having a hard time
But no matter how long it takes I'll always be waiting
For my uncle to bring my and my sis and his family to travel again
I know it wont happen but I'll still wait until the very end
I miss my uncle
I really truly miss him a lot
Never forget what he teach and help us giving us joy
Laughter
Smiley face
And so much more
I could never count how much he has helped us
You'll always be in my memory

Lot Of Love My Beloved Uncle